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Wendy Griffiths's avatar

I don’t want to go back to a life with no creating.

I don’t want to go back to busy days and pressure to ‘be productive’.

I don’t want to go back to fewer naps or faster days.

I don’t want to go back to taking travel, theatre and live music for granted.

I don’t want to go back to jeans and heels or make up.

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Joana's avatar

God this is so on point. It felt weird to read it just because it's exactly what I've been feeling and not telling anyone (only my therapist) because I feel no one would understand. I'm now married, but my previous partner of 8 years passed away in 2017 and I too have been longing for the grieving days. Exactly as you described it. I've been feeling very ashamed of it and not sharing it with anyone, not even my therapist. That's why these newsletters are so important. This feeling that we are not alone even when we feel like we are.

I'm sorry I can't help you financially, my husband and I live in a room in a flat share in London and I really can't be a paying subscriber right now, but as soon as I can I'll be one because these newsletters have been a company to my troubling soul.

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